Just thinking out loud.

Listening to: Dave Matthews Band - Pig
Feeling: Surprised that I just stayed up all night

Fact: I'm bored.
Fact: This sometimes results in lists and random thoughts.

I wonder if Kate Nash is recording/releasing anything new in the near future.


I love this video/song. It gives me all kinds of ideas for an art project or two.


things to be grateful for:
-lacking any sort of schedule
[I'm sleeping until I feel like it tomorrow]
-Bayside, T.I., Lady GaGa, the Velvet Underground, Pink, Guster, the Ting Tings, Lil' Wayne, Jenny Lewis, Beyonce, MGMT, the Kills, Jack's Mannequin, Kevin Rudolf, Gym Class Heroes, Santogold, The Academy Is..., Britney Spears & Fall Out Boy
[aka my current playlist]
-a cutie-pie niece that is finally starting to remember me
[despite only seeing me once or twice every few months- she calls me Nay Nay]

-ideas, ideas, ideas
-Hydrocodone
[no worries babies, I have an Rx from the surgery]
-all of the cool crafty shit I have at my disposal here
[supplies for sewing, painting, drawing, knitting, collage, etc]
-finding out how happy Jon is making Joslyn
[I don't think I've ever been this excited about someone else's love life before]
-the great conversation I had with my older brother today
[it's decided, I'm definitely going to grad school after Purchase]
-knowing I still have a couple more Christmas presents heading my way
[presents always rule]
-knowing a new semester at Purchase awaits me
[I'm really beginning to identify myself more with Purchase, less with the 315]

Carey Hart, what a fox.

things that currently suck:
-lacking any sort of schedule
[love it/hate it]
-the nose
-the amount of time I actually spend alone here in CNY
[20 out of 24 hrs=lame]
-the probability that I'm being ignored by at least 2 dudes
[fuck 'emmm]
-when people that used to talk mad shit about each other suddenly become bffs
[I know things change, but sometimes it just seems odd]
-total boredom
-no sex
[no explanation necessary]
-ice
[I'm clumsy enough as it is, thanks]
-losing touch with old friends
[yeah, yeah, shit happens- it's still a bummer]
-no flow
[I know what really matters in life. doesn't mean I don't miss having money to spend]
-self-esteem that's decent one day, shitty the next
[one of the perks of being a chick. or ya know, not.]


...And now, to bed!
I have to at least try to get some sleep.

Close your eyes and dream.

Listening to: Norah Jones - Rosie's Lullaby
Feeling: Sleepy

I spent the entire day sleeping and cuddling with the puppies. My whole head feels swollen and I'm semi-permanently dizzy. However, I woke up to my mother telling me that her and my dad got me a gift. She then placed this guy in my arms:I'm not a huge fan of agriculture or farming, but come on- who could resist a giant stuffed cow? It's head is bigger than my own and is so soft and floppy. He just needs a name now, any suggestions? My parents have been so sweet to me this whole time, especially my mom who knows that I love to be babied when I'm sick. She's cooked me special foods, bought me extra-soft tissues and even got me a humidifier. I'm so lucky I have them to take care of me.

I'm in the process of watching "The Spiderwick Chronicles" online, though once again, it's taking forever to load. I watched "1408" with the rents earlier. It sucked. Not even John Cusack could save that movie.
Stumbled across some Jim Sturgess pictures. Ugh, he makes my teeth hurt. So good-looking.

I've just seen a face.

If I had babies with...


...Ashton Kutcher. [I think this one is the cutest]




...Adam Brody.





...Barack Obama!

I'm picking up good vibrations.

I'm procrastinating and yet trying to finish this wretched portfolio for Fiction I at the same time. In my search for what candies are popular in France, I came across this video and couldn't help but share. Way too cute!